India, Feb. 21 -- Alec Baldwin was diagnosed with PTSD after the fatal shooting of Halyna Hutchins. In the premiere episode of his family's new reality series on TLC, the 30 Rock alum's wife, Hilaria Baldwin, reflected on his "darkest moments" after the accidental death of Rust cinematographer on set.

"He was diagnosed with PTSD, and he says in his darkest moments, 'If an accident had to have happened this day, why am I still here? Why couldn't it have been me?'" Hilaria said on the February 23 episode of The Baldwins, People reported.

Hutchins died on the set of the Western film on October 21, 2021, when a prop gun Alec was holding went off. While he was charged with involuntary manslaughter, the 66-year-old pleaded not guilty. After a...