United Kingdom, Jan. 28 -- Paris Hilton will feel haunted by her sex tape for "the rest of [her] life".

The 44-year-old socialite appeared in a sex tape with her then-boyfriend Rick Salomon in the early 2000s, and Paris admits that she'll never get over the tape being leaked.

She told Us Weekly: "[To] trust somebody and have them violate me like that was just the most horrible thing. That will haunt me the rest of my life."

Asked if she's spoken to Rick about the sex tape since it was leaked, Paris simply replied: "No."

The blonde beauty also insisted that she has no intention to speaking to her ex about the tape.

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