United Kingdom, April 10 -- Jax Taylor is thankful he is "still standing" following a dark period in his life.

The 45-year-old TV personality split from wife Brittany Cartwright last year, sought treatment for cocaine addiction and alcohol dependency and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and PTSD, but he's grateful to have come through so much turmoil.

He told 'Extra': "It was a very, very tough year for me.

"I've gone through a divorce, I've gone through rehab twice, I've gone through AA, therapy, losing friends, bipolar, PTSD, OCD, you know, losing my house, like, almost losing my child ...

"The fact that I'm still here right now after going through all that says a lot, it really does."

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