United Kingdom, Aug. 29 -- Brooks Nader found it tough to relive the "demise" of her relationship with Gleb Savchenko.

The 28-year-old model's break-up from Gleb features on her new reality TV show, Love Thy Nader, and Brooks has admitted that she struggled to relive the acrimonious split.

She told People: "It was really, really difficult to watch back the relationship and the demise of it unfold.

"I think it was eye-opening, because I noticed certain things that I might not have noticed throughout the relationship that the girls say were present the entire time. I think it was a great form of self-reflection."

Brooks - who split from Gleb earlier this year - feels she lost her authentic self in the midst of their relationship.

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