United Kingdom, April 9 -- KSI needed therapy to realise he wanted to get back together with his girlfriend after they split.

The 31-year-old influencer - who has never publicly revealed his lover's identity - has been in a relationship since 2017, but they previously parted ways after he "messed it up" and he sought professional help to understand his complicated feelings for her.

Speaking in the 'Now You Know' YouTube series, KSI explained: "She was so good to me and everything was like, I just ... I just messed it up, and so I was like, I need to work on myself.

"So that's when I went to see a therapist ... to really just zoom in on me and, like, to understand what I want, what makes me happy, what I desire.

"I essentially begged h...