United Kingdom, July 5 -- Amanda Kloots has spoken of her unending grief, five years after losing her husband Nick Cordero.

Nick was just 41 when he died on July 5, 2020, following a battle with COVID and his wife Amanda, 43, admitted her grief is still "heavy" years later.

She wrote on Instagram: "I would have never thought that my grief would still be this heavy five years after losing Nick, but now I know: it will never be lighter - and I've come to terms with that.

"If I can offer anyone advice about grief, it's this: Know that grief becomes the shadow that follows you wherever you go. So-become its friend .

"It's the friend you never wanted-but one of the closest relationships you'll ever have with yourself."

She also shared her...